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I have read post after post after post ...after post. I am trully sorry for all who are going through tough times.
It seems that 2012 started off rough for alot of us. i am a 29 year old enritchement specialist who specializes in providing after school art clases to at risk youth in and around my community. apart from that i also have been heavily involved in theater in my comunity.i pride myself on making people laugh during moments of frustration, and ecomonical lows. But my biggest contribution to this world has been and will allways be my beautifull lil boy(age 7).
I have allways been able to get myself out of economic hurddles,but lately with my son growing and demanding more from me as a father i have feel like im failing ,and it kills me.:(
This page encourages to speak from the heart..do a tell all.
quite frankly i feel that by doing that the only thing that it has brought is heart ache and pain.
My son recently moved to florida, from texas a huge change for me since i live in california, but a bigger one for him since his mother selfishly made the decision. long story short:
since he was planning to move we ,his mother and i decided that it would be best if he stayed with me here in california from the beggining of winter vacation till the begginning of march then i would fly him out to florida giving me enough time to raise the 1000 to fly us to and from. Well she got mad one night and demanded me to fly him out last week. i refused. her possesive ways have damaged the relationship she fostered with me and my family.Its obvious that she needs psychiatric help, but i cant do anything is she dosent think anythings wrong. She called the authorities and accused me and my family of kidnapping. We are a loving ,caring, respectfull family. to be accused of this ripped my heart. i am so afraid of her hurting his lil mind so i have made the decision of going through the courts and asking for full custody......(pray for us)
The reason why i am on this page asking for help. is not to have someone pay my rent, but to help me with some bills and debt to give me a fresh start,and to do what i need to do for my son and myself.
phone bill=100
debt (flights= 1000)
water bill=500( and yes i have looked up if their are programs to help me with this..no luck)
...at this point i pray for a miracle...i hope my job picks up and i get more hours...hope for more jobs opportunities......
......i hope.